Before I say anything I would like you to read the following pages from Star Wars: Obi-Wan and Anakin. Please read them with care.
This comic as a whole is one of the most complex-feeling media I’ve ever come across, and this scene in particular is a mystery to me.
Anakin wants to leave the Jedi Order, and he comes of Obi-Wan to tell him this. It almost seems like Anakin is more talking to himself more than Kenobi, telling himself the reason the wants to leave, but it was never really a possibility. I think that Anakin has thought about this moment for telling Obi-Wan and the reason he wants to leave has been weighing on him, as we see through his expressions. He says “I know my training isn’t complete. I have more to learn, and I know I could lean some of it from you and the other Jedi. But not all of it.” I can’t help but remember Ahsoka’s line “Maybe, but I have to sort this out on my own. Without the council and without you.” It is also interesting how after her line, Anakin says “I understand, more than you realize, I understand wanting to walk away from the Order.” As if he remembered when he was going to leave. However, this is all trivial and pointless compared to young Anakin’s next line to Obi-Wan in the Comic. “I can feel the galaxy calling to me, master. I need to answer. I don’t want to wait.”
What does Anakin Skywalker mean by this? The motives, at this time for wanting to leave are 1. I can’t learn everything from the Order and 2. I can feel the galaxy calling to me. I have thought about this line of dialogue for a long time, but I am unable to come to any sensible conclusion. What I hypothesized was that because he is the chosen one, he feels the responsibility and the weight of the entire galaxy on his shoulders, that he’s the only thing that will stop the darkness once and for all, but if he was so worried about the galaxy, why would that make him want to leave the Order? I was researching this topic and what someone paralleled was him choosing between Padme and the Order, and the idea of wanting more, which stood out to me. It seems like, perhaps wanting more is an element of this scene. Once more, reason 1. is that he can’t learn everything from the Order, however, this is a paradox, because he is only 3 years into his training at the time of this comic, he still has so much to learn. Yoda, after 800 years, hasn’t stopped learning. This would point to one of Anakin’s core flaws which is impatience, but Anakin’s expressions say otherwise. He doesn’t seem to “want more” and, as I said, I think he has thought about this for a long time, so what does Anakin mean by I can feel the galaxy calling to me? I can’t shake how vast and incredibly passionate this line conveys to me.
I have been going through Anakin’s journey recently for the analysis I am currently working on these days, and when I got to this scene I knew I had missed something, I am questioning everything I have written up to this point wondering whether I should comb over the Phantom Menace again or completely redo my current section for this comic. I am also ashamed that I don’t have the ability to conclude this point. If I can’t get this, then who am I to determine Anakin’s whole character arc? Anyways, these are the thoughts that occupy my mind, and I wait patiently for the great analyzers of this community to provide their wisdom and guidance on this scene and more specifically the title of this post.
Thank you for listening to me
May The Force Be Forever With You